The Lessons of the Ashes

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Nope this is not about cricket but more than a game that we played. For today is Ash Wednesday the beginning of Lent. This is the time to return to Yahweh- a God full of compassion and love. Why a return? Unlike any parts of the year, the whole of Christendom for the next forty days will be prepared to receive the promise of a Messiah. It is the time to return and focus on our true self as we receive the gift of our salvation. How do we do this? Through the ancient tradition of prayer, fasting and almsgiving. As St Peter Chrysologus, a fifth century bishop, tells us that fasting is the soul of prayer and that mercy is the lifeblood of fasting. Thus if we pray fast; if we fast show mercy. If we want our petitions to be heard, heed the petition of others. There is an old Japanese proverb that says: The fragrance of a flower remain in the hands that gives them away as a gift. It is time to be invisible. Time to be still and know that God is in charge.
The tradition of the ashes which is a mixture of the burnt palm from last year’s Palm Sunday and the water of our Baptism, reminds us of the great sacrifice and our share in that suffering of the Cross. Ash Wednesday begins with this Remember… that you are dust and to dust you shall return. Apart from reminding us of our own mortality, it reminds us time and time again that we need to stir the dust that man’s inhumanity to man might be dispelled from this world. By the Cross marked on our forehead, it reminds us that by virtue of our Baptism, we have to carry this Cross and imitate Christ in spreading the Good News. This is indeed the beginning of finding Jesus among us and others, not only to those who are in community with us but more so among those who are not with us. It is time to return to Yahweh – A God full of compassion and love.

We Are Responsible

Genesis 4:1-15

I have often wondered about how the Catholic Church chooses the readings of the Mass and strikes at the very heart of what the Lord wants to teach us. In today’s readings the first reading tells the story of Cain and Abel; and the Gospel segues to the Lord proclaiming there will be no sign (absolutely not even that of Jonah) in Mark. One might think that the sign Yahweh gave Cain and the sign that Jesus said there will be none might be related. One can even reflect that the Lord Jesus gave a lot of signs as in the turning of water into wine in Cana or the many miracles that he performed during his ministry.

However, today I’m led to reflect on the jealousy of Cain because Abel earned the favour of God. How many of us compare our offerings of sacrifice and service to others. When we do so it was always followed with a thought that God must be favouring the offering of others. “So and so gave so much”, one would say. “Why am I still so unlucky?” Or, we go on mission together why did they have a comfortable life and I’m still jobless. Sometimes we are waiting for a sign to receive the assurance that God favours us too. But the sign that we surreptitiously wanted is just what He gave others.

In exasperation, Jesus said there will be no sign! We are responsible to our offering to be freely given and unique. We will not be goaded to make our offering because of something other than ourselves. God created us uniquely. The relationship that we have with God is thus uniquely fashioned and the more we become ourselves (and not comparing ourselves with others), the more we become pleasing to the Lord. When I begin to compare my blessings to others, that is when I begin to kill the I-Thou relationship and when that relationship is lost, I know that like Cain I will be on dangerous grounds.

Lord teach me to prepare for Lent by allowing me to discover my relationship with you in a personal and personalizing way.